motions

so if you've been reading this at all, you know that i'm in the process of finding a new job. lately the amount of time i've been putting into that, school, and work has been kind of stressing me out, and i've been kinda bummed out and tired, all the time. honestly, i've been feeling the effects of this through my entire life. i haven't been connecting with God in the ways i used to, i feel like i've isolated myself from a lot of my friends, i haven't been working out like i have been saying i would for a long time, and so on and so forth. basically, i'm not really happy right now. i feel like i'm just going through the motions of life, and that's it. so this was a song we sang at worship last night and it really hit me. what was really weird about the whole thing was that i hadn't been planning on going to worship, but at 8:10 i just started putting on my shoes and went to worship, i felt compelled to go. guess i was supposed to be there. so here's the song.

Deliver me, out of my sadness.
Deliver me, from all of the madness.
Deliver me, courage to guide me.
Deliver me, strength from inside me.

All of my life I've been in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.

Deliver me, loving and caring.
Deliver me, giving and sharing.
Deliver me, the cross that I'm bearing.

All of my life I was in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.

Deliver me,
Deliver me,
Oh deliver me.

All of my life I was in hiding.
Wishing there was someone just like you.
Now that you're here, now that I've found you,
I know that you're the one to pull me through.

Deliver me,
Oh deliver me.
Won't you deliver me.

~Sarah Brightman