the beginning of the end

and so it has begun, the thing that has become so well known to me over the last 17 years is almost over. today was the second day of classes and thus i have now had one session of all my classes. it's almost over. it's such an exciting feeling. soon, i will be unleashed upon the world with 17 years of education at my disposal. fear me, for i am intelligent. mwahahahahahaha!! or at least i like to think so. seriously though, i'm still adjusting to the fact that i will more than likely never attend a first day of class ever again. that's so weird and foreign. i mean, i've had jobs, i worked full time over the winter break, but i knew that eventually i'd be back to part time again because school would start up again. that won't happen this next summer. i'll work until august, and then keep on working. i guess that's how it works in the "real" world. it's also strange because i have a job offer, don't really want to accept it, but i have it. when i first took this job, i thought, hey, now i don't have to worry about finding a job during my senior year, i can relax, and just focus on classes. i was young and naive then, and thought i'd love my first job. haha. oh well. the job fair is in a few weeks, and i've got a couple prospects there. there's a few others that are floating around outside the fair too. hopefully i'll be able to track down some others in the next few weeks too. i'll still need some time to interview, accept, find housing, and move. gosh, there's so much to do. and i still have to finish school too. (pulling out hair currently). guess this is how things are. anyways, it's all about to change...